I honestly don't know what I'm even going to write about right now. I'm just going to go with the flow. I've had one of those days where I wish I had permanent amnesia and would drive til I ended up on the West coast thinking I was 25, had a PhD, and my name was Autumn Brooks or something pretty awesome. Ahhh I just want out of these situations that I don't even know how I get here in the first place. I just wake up and WHAM...right in the face....
2 jobs
5 classes
no money....too many bills
mom on my back about finding an apartment and new job
ex boyfriend on my back who I'm trying to convince is over, but trying to hurt him as least as possible
potential b/f that I don't wanna scare away, but don't wanna jump into anything with either
yeah yeah i know i should focus on the good things in life...which i do. i actually think that i'm happier now with who i am than i have been my whole entire college life. I know what I want for the most part, and I'm going after it. I have goals and standards and i'm sticking to it and going after it. Then why oh why does everything have to come crumbling down at once!?!
I have so much to be thankful for, especially now. Some of the greatest friends ever, always there for me and pretty darn understanding.
well thats all for now. Thank God that he put people here on earth for me so I can get through all of this shit i have to go through for what ever reasons.